who i am..

they call me an engineer since i graduated as one...

i am dreamer.

i sometimes live in the past, sometimes in the future, rarely in the present.

i live in a virtual reality of my creation, which i defend by all means and reasons i find in reality.

i am an illusionist.

i lack practicality.

i am NOT an engineer.

i am just me.

abstract

why say more
when u can say less
your words can reach
to those you mean..

your words mean
to those you reach..

...inspired by Seth.

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questions, wonderings...

i either don't find answers, or don't like the answers...
some i just don't wanna cope with...

with time i may get the knowledge to answer them..


will it be too late?



another question!




i guess with time i'll learn!

don't give up...

this goes out for a blog-mate, who have been posting lately in a way that, well make you worry about him... people who care for him have definitely noticed he disabled comments..

You obviously don't want any communications [yeah wass the use anyway]..

I learned this from a friend of mine, a jogging mate:
when u feel the most that you cannot go on anymore, push yourself a little more, it is there when your strength shows, and increases.

So… don’t give up.

realtionships

It has actually been a while since i haven't posted anything but photos...

I was chatting with a friend who just went to sleep, sweet dreams "M"...
we were talking about loneliness, and needs...

We spoke of relationships, a subject triggered by Fouad's most recent post..

I believe the psychological state of someone [meaning the prevailing state of mind rather the actual immediate one] is reflected in any reaction to a certain situation, or any comment on a certain post..

I recalled a quote noted by "J", a dear friend of mine: "Si tu ne trouves pas d'ami sage, prêt à cheminer avec toi, résolu, constant, marche seul" - Buddha

A relation started on a need basis, has slight chance for survival; in order to fulfill these needs we start ignoring the little things that pile up to become suddenly non-neglectible... the rest is known to all..

When we are so lonely and we run into someone with the potential of becoming our partener [considering our perception of a pertener at that time, which is focused on a certain aspect of the relation], our mind automatically directs us towards that person... often times, wether we realize it or not, we blindly follow the inner call..

Once we find fulfillement in being alone, we are healthy and ready to choose our soul mate, any relationships sooner experienced, are attempts that tame us , helping us maintain a future relationship, only longer.

Eternel happiness..

double xie, or eternal happiness in chinese as i recall..

not for non-smokers