Merry Christmas

on this wholy night,

i miss...
no face in particular,
no voice in particular,
no name in particular,
no touch in particular...

i simply miss...feeling.

Merry Christmas
Joyeux Noel
ميلاد مجيد
С Рождеством
Sarbatori Vesele
Maligayamg Pasko
Feliz Navidad

to everyone, especially those who are in need, to enjoy a warm christmas eve, and forget the meaning of hunger for at least, one night.

tu parts?

tu parts?

t'as enfin trouvé une destination?

moi, j'ais toujours CRU que j'en ais une...

sigh..

i was watching LBC eu, some clips, screening the channels list for the Lebanese ones hoping to find some news..
i hear it here and there about the boiling situation home, back home..
a clip showed some of the areas in downtown Beirut..
i felt weird, like i have to let the air out of my chest...
a feeling when you see a loved one, someone you been away from for too long, only with the knowledge you'll never be one with them again..

if i manage to go home on christmas this year...
i'll take as many photos as i can... for the memory.

destination..

on Wednesday, i left the office at around 21.15...
my car was parked a bit far from the entrance, it was mostly dark..
i was walking slowly, arms crossed, taking small steps to the last car on that street...
the white lines on the tarmac seemed endless..
as i took these steps, one after the other, my destination seemed to keep the same distance from me...

i wished i could just take off and leave, carry nothing and hit the road, a highway ending in the horizon.

my destination is actually keeping the same distance, it is somewhere, i dunno where.


i am just a traveller.