Tuesday, June 19, 2007

No more nostalgia..

for the first time since 09/11/2004 when i first landed in Dubai, i managed to book a one-way ticket to Lebanon.

Out of respect for this nation, i will hold my tongue with what i feel in the regards of life here...

Going back home, to my Lebanon..
to the mess, yes indeed..
to the worries about the situation, yes indeed..
to the contrast between a life one gets used to in Dubai, and the one awaiting in Lebanon...
to the countless wonderful things about people and nature...

I know all missing arises from a need, once the need is fulfilled the missing ceases, and i will be seeing objectively again..

I will look at the life and situation in Lebanon from a different perspective..
Nevertheless, i always liked it.

The one thing that changed since i left by the end of 2004 is the appreciation i have for my Country, with all its controversies, now i appreciate it even more..
Once i stopped taking it for granted, i realized how valuable it is to me.

Well, i can't wait for it all to BE, just being back home.. where i belong...

Farewell Dubai, i hope never to set foot again on this sand, for any reason except a short visit.

7 Comments:

Blogger AM said...

Thank you for calling to say bye ... sigh ... I missed telling you this on the phone but I really do find your decision to go back at this time a very courageous one ... Good luck dear friend and hope to see you in Lebanon soon :)

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 3:34:00 PM  
Blogger Eve said...

yaaaaaaay! :)
welcome home nourikov, missed you!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007 12:06:00 AM  
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Thursday, June 21, 2007 4:08:00 PM  
Blogger Coco said...

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! Alla ma3ak!
Ta7t el Sama ma fi metel Lebnan after all :)
Inshalla mnetle2a bi Lebnen el seneh elli jeyeh! :) I too am going back home for good in less than a year :-D

Sunday, June 24, 2007 3:17:00 AM  
Blogger jimmy said...

nour,

just a quick note to apologise for not being able to see you and say bye. i have been away and upon my return to the UAE i was totally swamped.

it has been a pleasure meeting you. best of luck in your new journey. keep me updated about your possible adventure in africa.

good luck.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 9:02:00 PM  
Blogger Ibn Bint Jbeil said...

What a beautiful and peaceful way to speak of Lebanon, with all its problems. I hope one day we can all reach a state of mind about our country and about each other, full of content-full acceptance and goodwill and just basic mercy and love, the true definition of "rida",

"wa la sawfa yu3teeqa rabbuka fa tarda."

Saturday, July 21, 2007 7:00:00 PM  
Blogger Ibn Bint Jbeil said...

and welcome back to the blog-sphere.

Saturday, July 21, 2007 7:01:00 PM  

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